Cumulative Effects

My good friend Kathleen reminded me of the cumulative effects of chemo. I so expected to be back to my old self today. And in some ways I am. I’m not nauseated. I’m just exhausted. Walking across the room is difficult. Heading up the stairs impossible. Needless to say, no going out to the movies tonight. She also reminded me I have got to drink more water. This is a constant theme. Drink drink drink! Flush that crap out! We made a pact with each other to fill a half gallon container tomorrow morning and make sure we finish the whole thing. I have got to feel better. I have got to stop being so exhausted. But I also have to give myself a break. This isn’t easy, but it’s not forever. I can do this.

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